ily sister :)

"awak mesti tau kan by studying far away from your family,you're going to miss maybe important parts of your life. but im sure Allah will give you so much more. Niat awak pergi sana pun baik,untuk belajar. "

-kak kiwan-

always know how to comfort me. insyaAllah, i trust Him. He will have better plans for me, insyaAllah.

 thank youuu ! love u much sister :))

lets keep on learning :)

salam :)

Alhamdulillah, im adapting to this weird environment. hahaa. sini kalau ade matahari pun still pakai coat sbb the wind macam sejuk gila. okay, no more bragging bout this whole weather thingy.

i've made some new friends(yeay me! hahaa), and wanna share bout something we talked bout the other day in class. she's malaysian but she's indian. okay tade masalah racist ye di sini. we've been quite a good friend, i think. hehee. she's nice though :)

we started talking then terkeluar laa the japan's tsunami topic. then she asked me :

"Is it true i've read that Al-Quran had wrote bout the disaster in Japan?"

i was like terdiam kejap. i know i gotta choose the right words to explain this. shes asking something about Islam and i dont wanna just straight ckp and give her a wrong impression on Islam.

"yes. but its not exactly mentioned it will happened in japan, and not exactly mentioned its tsunami. but Al-Quran did explained about this natural phenomenon that will happen one day. our earth is getting old you know."

"And i heard about end of the world where they said everything will be crushed down like in the movie 2012?"

"yeah, in Islam we called it 'hari kiamat'. and yes, semua benda yang jadi ni tanda-tanda but we cant exactly say it will happen in 2012. it mayb true and mayb not. it could even happen today."

"I ada terbaca kalau bukan 2012, it will happen in 2036 kan ?"

"erm erm, we cant be sure exactly when it will happened. dalam Al-Quran tak ada tulis tarikh like 2012,2036. tapi ada tulis tanda tanda so we kept alert. so that we remember everythings will come to an end and it all in His hand."

"erm. yeah. macam kita tak tahu bila kita akan mati kan ?"


"yeah. tuelaa i nk cakap td. hehee"


then sir Augustine masuk.

"hehee. thanx, its been nice talking to you."
agak relieved sebab mcm takut kalau she keep asking, i dont have that much knowledge to explain. sekarang mcm rasa, me myself pun memang tak cukup ilmu pasal Islam. I do have MUCH MORE to learn. and it will never be enough. I'll keep on learning, insyaAllah. mayb this is one way of He making me realised this through her. Alhamdulillah, i know He loves me and want me to change, insyaAllah i will :)


*mayb lain sikit the way im explaining things to her. tp lebih kurg mcm tue laa conversation kitorg. and yeah, sesiapa yang ada ilmu bout this. do share with me yeah. jazakillah friends :))

I'll be strong, InsyaAllah :)

reading one of my fav e-novel blog. and she wrote this :

“ I’m not strong. I’ll be strong, InsyaALLAH. Sepahit mana pun hidup, I always believe HE is there for me. I get the power from the faith I have for HIM. ALLAH tu sebaik-baik pendengar, doktor. Percaya pada DIA, I can be myself. Saya tak perlu kekayaan untuk bersama DIA. saya tak perlu secebis pun dunia ni untuk bercinta dengan DIA. saya tak payah risau DIA tak cintakan saya sebab saya tahu HE’s AR-RAHMAN, AR-RAHIM. Maha Pengasih, Maha penyayang.”

                 Lelaki itu kelihatan tenggelam dalam ayatnya sendiri.

                “ ALLAH. Will HE take a good care of my only brother?”

                Pertanyaan Tengku Aiza yang beriringan air mata membuatkan lelaki itu berpaling. Tersentak.

                “ HE always take a good care of all HIS lovers doctor. Cinta yang tak kenal sempadan. Tak kira skin colour, race... looks.. wealth. Yang penting di sisi DIA, how much you love HIM. How obedient you are. Walaupun dosa lalu setinggi Everest, dia akan lupakan semua tu dengan taubat. HE’s AR-RAHIM bukan.”

sumber : cik noory (http://noory-raconteurrant.blogspot.com)

dah mula rasa..

salam :)

yes, its almost 3weeks here. lot of things happened. tahap kesabaran rasanya makin tinggi kt sini. tahap kekebalan pun sama kot. hahahaa ;p

oh yeah, tgk tajuk tue. dah mula rasa. rasa apa ? mesti laaah rinduuu ! hehee. rinduu apa ?

1. rumaaaah ! all my life, ive been away from home paling lama pun 6hari jee ! 6hari okay. ni dah 3minggu ;(

2. nak bercerita, bercakap tak berenti. hahaa. those who knows me would agree with me on this i bet. especially rinduuu nak bercerita ngan bapak n mak.. kalau cerita, hbs suma cerita keluar. sebut nama orang macam laa diorg kenal. hahahaa.

3. nak menyakat orang ! hahaha.. i thing i dont like being here is that we live in diff timezone from malaysia. so bangun pagi, semua org kerja, kelas. tp by the time habis kte kelas, msia dah pukul 1.30 pg. balik rumah, dinner baru online and sana dah 3-4pg. siapaaa nak online masa tueee! ;((

4. nak tulis blog panjang panjang dan merepek all the wayy. hahaha. i missed that. studying and no play had made me a dull girl. mest korang bosan kalau jumpa kita skarang. lost my sense of humour. cewaah.. exaggerate gila kann. hahaha. tak smpai mcm tue laaa. tp i do missed my old life back in msia :)

tapi yang pasti. i MISSED malaysia. i missed being loud. i missed myself. hahaa. tkcaree dears ! sayaaaaaang korg yg bace benda nie. lagi tambaaaah syg kalau korang comment. hahahaha. kidding ;p

new life.

salam semua (:

ive been away from blogging quite a while i think. i've missed it. the time where i would write every day, every week. missed it much. insyaAllah lepas ni boleh tulis banyak2 since ada wi-fi :D.. now, apa kata kta bercerita jap. please bear with me (ayat fav org2 kat sini). hahahaa

Alhamdulillah, dah seminggu kat sini. macam macam jugak pengalaman baru. kalau dulu kat Malaysia, semua benda senang dapat. kat sini jauh beza. yes, banyak jugak kedai halal. tp tak sama. nk masuk kedai fikir 2-3 kali. dan yang paling ketara skali pasal duit. sekarang ni, semua benda rasa mahal. kalau senior yang laki dah warning 'jangan nk convert2 sgt laa. nant tak mkn ape2 kang.' tapi senior yang pmpuan ckp 'better masak2 je. kt sini yg plg murah pun mahal jugak'. okay ayat diorg lain sket. tp lebih kurang mcm tue laa. hahahaa. and yeah, disebabkan sy perempuan, amek akaun pulak tue.  taleh lari dari kira bajet jelaa kan tiap masa. smpai stress ngan diri sndiri. aiyoo.

we're really reluctant to spent money on anything. mayb because of that, its kindda hard to find a suitable house for us. smpai today, alhamdulillah dah dapat. tue pun lepas call bapak, mak cakap pasal rental rental ni suma.because the rental is quite expensive here. bila convert mcm MAHAL gila. pastu bilik pun bukan besar mana. rasa mcm not worth it. tp bila bapak ckp 'yang penting dua skarang : selesa and SELAMAT'. okay, pk pasal dua benda tu. memang the one we chose ni okay kot. nak kata selamat pun, baru smpai sini. tak tau la kan. insyaAllah selamat. tp atleast rasa berbaloi jugakla dgn apa yang ktorg bayar. inclusive everything, even tv license [hahaa menarik gila]. then dekat ngan tube station. and lagi besar dari others. hopefully its the best choice. insyaAllah. doa doakan laa yeah.

anyway, still didnt start myclass yet. so, nothing much to be told. nant dah start kita bercerita lagi yeah. oh, adelaa peg jalan2 around here sikit sikit. but mcm biasa je. and sini super sejuk. so malas nk berjalan sangat.tunggu spring kot? banyak bungaaaa ! hehehee. okaylaa. till then. rinduuuuu Malaysia. hahaha :))