jeng jeng ;p

goodnews goodnews !

Alhamdulillah. finally, got a new charger for my beloved laptop. thanks to bapak ! and yeah, could updates more frequently after this inshaAllah and jeng jeng. i want to touchup my resume bg cantik and tadaaa, im ready for some job hunting inshaAllah.

please, do pray for me eh sahabat semua ?
jazakumullahukhairankathira ^__^

bebas dari expectation.

sejak mengprivatekan blog malam semalam. dah tiga entry ditulis ! ehehee..
okay, satu kemajuan ni. mungkin patut private je smpai bila-bila ;p

tulisan hati #6

tangan sibuk nak tekan tekan keyboard ni..
kepala pun macam macam fikir nak tulis itu ini..
tapi.. hati tak terasa nak menulis apa apa..
so, semua yang ditulis pun masuk dalam drafts..
sebab teringat seorang ukhti ni cakap :

"kalau kita bercakap dari hati, insyaAllah masuk ke hati orang yang mendengar"
"kalau kita menulis ikhlas jugak dari hati, insyaAllah masuk ke hati orang yang membaca"

baru je balik dari southampton few days ago with the sisters, and now im missing their presence dah..
macam mana nak balik malaysia ni ikaaaa~

i miss writing..

Salam Ramadhan ^_^
dah masuk 26 Ramadhan dah ni, lets not let this Ramadhan slip away without leaving something meaningful in our heart, in ourself, attitudes (:

I have nothing much to write, but since i missed writing in this blog, so i guess i'll just write about anything happened these past few days ;D

Last weekend, my friend, Nik Aimi arrived from malaysia. she'll be continuing ACCA here with me. yeayy ! and she'll be staying with me too as a roomate~ then my friend here, Anith Zasha had also decided to move in to our house. this is great, Alhamdulillah !  :D

I've got my result for last semester.. Alhamdulillah passed all three papers, He really did help me through it and the feeling was sooooooo indescribable. this also means that im left with two more papers, P4 and P7 this semester, and i'll be back in Malaysia next February, no longer holding the tittle of ACCA students,  insyaAllah :DD

minggu depan dah raya, tapi kt sini masih tak tahu lg raya bila~ tanya semua orang cakap tak pasti. err then tak raya laa mcm nie. hehehee. insyaAllah selasa sama dengan Malaysia, atau high posibility rabu. yang penting, dua dua hari tu tak ada kelas. hehehee. kelas cuti 24/8-4/9. dah mcm cuti raya kat malaysia pulak rasa. kebetulan sungguh. hehee, Alhamdulillah.

serious tak tahu dah nak tulis apa, yang pasti gian menulis dah dilepaskan. Selamat beramal kawan kawan ^_^

alamak, baru perasan now dah 12 august. lagi 10 hari je results kluar~ ngee cuak+risau+nervous+nak nangis :(
hahaa over lak awal2 nak nangis. hopefully nangis sebab happy lah ;p
serious dupdap dupdap dah niee. doakan kami ye (:
doa orang berpuasa insyaAllah lg mudah dimakbulkan rite, lg lg ramadhan nie.
*loves, ika

tulisan hati.

kadang kadang dalam hidup nie.

nak dapat satu, kena lepaskan satu.

orang kata itu teori bahagia.

nak bahagia, ada yang perlu dikorbankan.

tapi dalam berkorban. kena jugak hati hati.

jangan sampai tersalah korban.

jangan sampai tersalah lepas.

kalau tersalah lepas, hidup senang, hati kosong.

hati  kosong, hati beku, hati gelisah

orang kata, duit boleh beli katil yang empuk

tapi duit takkan mampu beli tidur yang lena.

kalau hati dah gelisah, hati dah beku.

 macam mana nak bahagia ?

hanya pada Dia ada bahagia 

:)

*spontan je tulis. bukan sajak, bukan puisi. cuma luahan hati :)

here goes..

there's this feeling, 

which i dont know how to describe it. 

few days spent together, 

few things shared,

few differences,

1 similarities :

The Goal.

one thing for sure,

i miss you.

rindu nak bercerita,

 rindu nak mendengar cerita2 baru,

rindu nak belajar benda benda baru

 :)

*tiba tiba rasa nak menulis. here goes. .
**tak sngka 'pkcik' baca ye ? ahahaa. thanx :))

bad habit..

i think i have one bad habit. which is : cepat bosan, cepat lost interest. hahaa. i realised that i have quite a few 'drafts' yang tulis halfway and then tak publish. dah tulis halfway takkan nak publish kan ? heheee. tapi masalahnya, bila dah tulis half way, the next time nak sambung balik dah lost interest. idea dah tade, feel dah lain. hahaaa. same goes to my previous posts yang konon semangat nak buat 'sambungan'. bila tulis je feel dah tak ada, so tulis pun rasa tak best [bajet slama ni tulis best laa;p]. macam mana eh? any tips anyone ? heheheee.

p/s: sy tgh bosan ni. so merepek kejap kt sini ;p

bad one.

I had a bad dream last night. like seriously bad. and sad. its not a nightmare, but its a sad dream. usually i wont remember much bout mydream when im awake, but this whole day, i still can picture everything, every word. nasib baik laa baca P2 ni tak teringat-ingat. or tulisan-tulisan, nombor nombor ni tiba tiba nampak macam conversations kan. hahaa. tp bila stop, duduk2 mcm ni. mula laa igt balik. lepastu, avoid talking to them yg terlibat dlm mimpi. hahahaa okay yg tu serious ingat balik tergelak. tak pasal pasal je kann ;p.. orang kata, mimpi mainan tido kan. yes ika, lupakan~ and orang kata jugak mimpi buruk jangan cerita. yes, lg laa kena lupakan cepat so that tak tercerita kt org. yosh! ;)

anyway, when im awake for subuh this morning, mymom text me. 

one of my aunty [we called her kakyah] passed away in an accident ;(

she's a great person. kalau balik kelantan, tak sah tak peg her house.

Allah sayang dia lebih kan. 

Moga ditempatkan dengan orang beriman. insyaAllah :) 

Takziah to her family. Al-Fatihah. 

kadang kadang yang diharap tak dapat.
kadang kadang yang diharap tak ada.
kadang kadang kecewa bila yang diharap sibuk dengan benda lain.
sebab tu laa jangan bergantung dekat orang, bergantung dekat Allah.
sebab kalau dengan Allah, mesti takkan rasa kecewa,
kalau yang diharap tak dapat pun, mesti dapat yang lagi baik :)

#reminder to myself.

sweet much eh ?

salam :)

kak meera wrote this  #50thingsIhate 4- Bruno Mars. Too sweet talker. Bad influnce to the guys.
then ainn replied and it's bcos how the girls just love to be pampered by those sweetness.
hahahaa true enough.  well, im not a big fan of him. not even a fan mayb. hehee. sorry bruno ;p

okay actually bukan nk cerita tu je, i just thought. i used to think songs like that was sooooo sweet! sweet enough to make a girl melt if the guy sing it to them. hahaa. but then, i heard few other songs which i think much sweeter. mari buat comparison eh. just click on the title to hear the songs :)

i compared this :
bruno mars - grenade
bruno mars - just the way you are

to this :
DeHearty - permata yang dicari
Amar - Amani
Devotees - mahar cinta

and for me. rasanya lagu lagu bawah tu jauuuuuh lagi sweet! lagi boleh buat orang cair~ hahaa :) well, im just saying. selera orang lain lain kan ;p

[updated: ada org tanya kenapa lagi sweet. adoii. nant lepas exam kte buat entry bout it eh awk? :) ]

*ngee what am i doing here. 

im supposed to make stakeholders' comparison laa~ ;p*
*and i dont think i would stop twitter anytime soon ;p*

nak jadi nerd ;p

salam :)

doing P papers aren't as easy as the fundamental papers. oh wait, fundamental papers itself are not even easy ;( i need to study. i want to study. but makin hari makin malas. haiyoo. i guess my to-do-list for previous 2sem kena diaplikasikan balik laaah!

1. deactivate facebook [checked]

3. no more twitter ? [soon ;p]

4. no more movies.[checked]

5. no more comics/novels online [checked]
6. no more tumblr [checked]

expired date :

15th June 2011

Fighting~! :D

semua 'no more' kan ?

patut tambah no more updating blog tak ? hahaaa
*since baru deactivate fb. nk repost bg benda ni 1st kt blog ;p*

 okay sebulan je tinggal. eh SEBULAN ? manaa, tinggal 25Days jee ika! ngee, sangat nervous now.

saya nak jadi nerd sebulan nie. sebulan jee! yeah. insyaAllah. pray for me friends ;D

esok, 10may :)

mydad's will be in town tomorrow~ awwh isnt that exciting ? its supeeeeer exciting ! hehee :D
he'll arrive 10pm, im sure i wont be focusing all day in class tomorrow. and guess what, its my last class!
that just make me grin all day long~ heheee. i'll be meeting mydad on 11th, and i already make a list of places to go! hahaa. cant wait :DD

bila bosan.

memandangkan saya bosan. nak tdo sekarang ni mest nant terlajak subuh. dah nak study dah mengantuk pulak. so godek godek laa blog nie. hahaa. and jalan jalan kat blog orang. lepastu jumpa laa satu dua benda macam menarik jee. hehee. then apa lagi, google laa. nak jugak letak kt blog kann ;p


energy save mode
first first jumpa ni dulu macam 'eh kenapa ngan blog dia ni.' hahaa over kann?
lepastu macam dah biasa jumpa tade dah laa jakun macam tue. hehee
then disebabkan saya bosan malam nie. so saya cari laa cara-cara nk letak benda ni.
simple je sebenarnya. and tadaa, berjaya dah. yeay ! Alhamdulillah. cuba laa tinggal blog ni 3minit kot.
nant ade screen energy save mode :)) oh kalau nak try jugak. tengok kat sini dia cara cara dia~
>>>> energy save mode for blog

stats kaler merah kat bawah
hahaa yang ni memang tade kerja peg letak. it shows how many people view your blog currently.
macam 'who's online now' laa jgak. hehehee.

facebook like button.
yang ni macam kecewa sikit. sebab setiap kali try edit jee mesti tak klua benda alah nie. sedih tauu ;(
kenapa yee ? siapa tahu sila laa share share dengan saya. hehee :))

[oh post ni da tulis few days ago. tatau napa tak publish ;p]

luna si comel yang dirindui. hahaa

-picture taken loooooooong time ago. credits to kwn arep. hehee :))

i miss my kitty ! tgk org sini main main ngan their dogs. chomel jee~ hahaa.  

*okay jauh beza kucing ngan anjing kan. heheee*

me again.

salam! :)

theres time i felt really down. like seriously. like i'm not the person i used to be. and i tried wander around looking for ways to be 'me' again. hahaa. idontknow what im talking about. nonsense huh? ;p
but then everything seems to be normal again. hahaa. talking with my friends, though they are far away, having this little 'curhat', teasing each other. thats the best thing i guess.

and because of certain things, i expressed it through this.

just by looking at this can make me smile ;)
then i realize, every simple little things can light up our days if we know how to see the positive side of it. why frown when you can smile and be happy ? its your choice anyway :))

im not sure what ive been writing and even why i wrote this. hahaa ;p

dah mula rasa..

salam :)

yes, its almost 3weeks here. lot of things happened. tahap kesabaran rasanya makin tinggi kt sini. tahap kekebalan pun sama kot. hahahaa ;p

oh yeah, tgk tajuk tue. dah mula rasa. rasa apa ? mesti laaah rinduuu ! hehee. rinduu apa ?

1. rumaaaah ! all my life, ive been away from home paling lama pun 6hari jee ! 6hari okay. ni dah 3minggu ;(

2. nak bercerita, bercakap tak berenti. hahaa. those who knows me would agree with me on this i bet. especially rinduuu nak bercerita ngan bapak n mak.. kalau cerita, hbs suma cerita keluar. sebut nama orang macam laa diorg kenal. hahahaa.

3. nak menyakat orang ! hahaha.. i thing i dont like being here is that we live in diff timezone from malaysia. so bangun pagi, semua org kerja, kelas. tp by the time habis kte kelas, msia dah pukul 1.30 pg. balik rumah, dinner baru online and sana dah 3-4pg. siapaaa nak online masa tueee! ;((

4. nak tulis blog panjang panjang dan merepek all the wayy. hahaha. i missed that. studying and no play had made me a dull girl. mest korang bosan kalau jumpa kita skarang. lost my sense of humour. cewaah.. exaggerate gila kann. hahaha. tak smpai mcm tue laaa. tp i do missed my old life back in msia :)

tapi yang pasti. i MISSED malaysia. i missed being loud. i missed myself. hahaa. tkcaree dears ! sayaaaaaang korg yg bace benda nie. lagi tambaaaah syg kalau korang comment. hahahaha. kidding ;p

dua puluh-an. twenty. two-zero. 20 ! ;p

salam ;))

mengada je tajuk tu kann ? harini post nak mengada jugak. hahaaa. kita kena ikut tajuk kan ? pn nazim ckp, buat karangan jangan smpai lari tajuk. apa kata kita aplikasikan harini ;p

im officially twenty last sunday [6 feb] ! TWENTY ! haishh. i feel old. hahaha. but, age is just a number rite ? so im still young deep inside. cewaaah ;p

thaaaaaanx to myfriends that always, always been there for me. thanx for wishing me.SAYAAAAAANG korg juta juta !

tak kira laa call je text ke. kat fb ke, kt twitter ke. 

thanx kak as! for the triple wish? hahahaa. and i looveeee ur post kt fb nie ! love u much ! zillions! ;))
for the past 13 years, you who would always be there. from a budak kecik to a mature girl, for all the happy and not-so-happy times we spent together, for all the jokes, quarrels and wise words, I can't thank you enough. and I thank Him for blessing me with such a super duper grrreeaatt friend. happy birthday Nur 'AtikahI'll miss you even more after this! take care ok, i know u'll be fine ;)

-Asmayanti Awang-

thanx to mior sbb snggup call 2x sbb lupa nak nyanyi. chomel jee. hahaa. thanx adik ! adik eh ? no no, u actually moreeeee matured than me. should be a big brother then. hehee. thaaaaanx sgt! crius terharu ;))

thaaanx k.kiwan sbb lajuu je text phone and wish kt fb kan nak jd org first. sooooo sweeet of u ! hehehe. i loveeee u sis ! rinduuuu sangat ! yes, we'll meet up insyaAllah. banyaaaak nak cerita and nak dengar ceritaa ! hehehee :))

oh and to yuhayneez ! lain kali kalau tahu tak boleh tahan, jd laaa org first ! hehehe. kidding sis. i loveeeee u much ! criusly gonna miss u much. nant kte tak boleh buli awak daaa. jaga diri elok2. adeee gossip nant jgn simpan sorg2 ! hahahaaa :))

ikaaaaaaaa!! :) happy birthday my dear. make it a memorable one since you're leaving pretty soon. sure gonna miss you neighbour. hugs and kisses. luckily there's twitter.

-Ain Jaflis-

thaaaanx ainn ! i sure did. i had spend 13hrs of my bday in car travelling from kelantan-s.alam.. hahaaa. memorable enough aite ? and kepada anda anda semuaa. JANGAN balik kelantan waktu cuti. lagi lagi public holidays yang pnjang pnjang tue~ hahahaa.. sorry kelantanese. sorry mak :))

lg sorg ! thaaaanx feak sbb dgn jujurnya mengaku u forgot mybday. hahahaa. tp wish jgak 2x kann. so kira tapelaaa. hahaa ;p

and to others too ! yang ditulis ni sbb they did something pelik. hahaa bukan pelik, unique and sweeeeeet ! [i think so]. bukan pilih kasih eh. hahaaa ;))

okay im two-zero now. kena be matured ! KENA ! mostly yang wish akan ckp  'dah bkn bdk kecik dah'. hahaa. okayy i got the point. insyaAllah i will act my age. tp tp, kalau tak jd, im sorry. this just me ;))

till then. see u guys soon ! with a MORE matured me, insyaAllah. heheee ;)
*lame post ni jadi draft sbb igt nak baiki.  tp tak baiki pun. hahaa. biar jelah (: *

changing.

err.. i think my way of writing had changed a lot specially when i write in malay.. hehee. i like it better this way, but im not sure for u guys. sorry if u think its not interesting anymore [as if it is before. hahaa ;p].. keep on reading eh! hahaa *loves* ;D

its new year !! [again;p]

salam.. happy new year pals! ;))

buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih. people are people and takkan ada yang perfect selain Allah ;)

and tak payahlaa nk peg celebrate2 kt tmpat sesak2 tu. duk umah jee sume. buat qiamulail. cewahh ;p