its new year !! [again;p]

salam.. happy new year pals! ;))

buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih. people are people and takkan ada yang perfect selain Allah ;)

and tak payahlaa nk peg celebrate2 kt tmpat sesak2 tu. duk umah jee sume. buat qiamulail. cewahh ;p

exceptional.

nak share this song, myfren yg bagi. niceeee sgt ! boleh buat semangat. hahaa. and yeah, each one of us is exceptional. tak perlu nk rasa bangga kte hebat dari org or malu kte lemah dari org. Allah jadikan kita sebaik-baiknya, have faith ;))

ape salah ntah.

salam ;))

nak cerita nie! smangat je.. hahaa. bukan nk canang hbs kt semua org tp sebab tgh pelik sebenarnya, so sape rajen, tlg comment eh ;)) entry ni boleh relate ngan entry lame dulu kot. yang sewaktu dengannya. .

situasi :
(mase ym ngan myfren,M. tiba tiba klua topic ni)
(letak huruf dpn je, kalau tahu, tahulaa yee ;p)

M : ika, abg-abg awk dah tunang sume, cane ?

I  : laa cane ape pulak ? biarlaa diorg tunang. awk risau nape ? hahaa

M : hehe. tak risau kt diorg. awkla. tade org nk ajak klua dating dahla :p

I  : hahaa tadelaa, takkan la smpai mcmtu. tunang baru. cewahh

M : yela skarang tunang baru, nanti laa bila dah kawin.

I  : kawin pun tapela. still abg kte jugak kan ? ehehee

M : haha. i mean, tak rasa ke u should try cari someone gak? try to go out with other guys ke?

I  : erk ? buat apee ?? kte klua jgak ngan boys, cuma bukan berdua jee. hahahaa ;p

M : haa org cakap main2. know what, my aunt ckp, we should atleast couple once skarang, atleast boleh tahu  laki ni mcm mana. kalau tak, nant dah keja mmg taklaa nk cari bf2 nie. 

M : tu la kt ckp awk shud try go out with other guys too, ni asyik2 klua with ur brothers je

I  : hahaa biarlaaa. lg best klua ngan abg kte, bebas ! hahaaa. dah laa dahlaa, drop the topic.

M : haha. org ckp main2, org ckp ubah topic. haihh.

(and i did change the subject terus. heheee ;p)

okay kalau malas nk baca, sila baca yg point penting yang dibold tue je. hahaaa. tadelaaa, i know u're concerned, thank youuuuu sangat! bagus ade kwn prihatin nie. hehee. tp, i guess u dont know me well enough to say something like that. and, salah ke if i just dont prefer to go on a date like you and others ;(
it just me. korg rasa salah ke ?

kalau dia baca nie, habislaa. hahaa ;p

blog terkemas ? ;p

cik adik manis, zatie suruh masuk contest nie. oh tp contest ni da tutup, tp tiba tiba teringin nk post jgak. hahahaa. biarlaaa kann. walaupun tau tak layak, sbb syarat utama pun tak ikut. hahahaa ;p
and i'm supposedly need to tag another three blogger, urm urm tp mcm malas. hehee. tapelaa, thanxxxx zatiee !! ;D

mula kembali.

dah lama rasanye tak menulis. rinduuu ! rindu nak menulis perkara-perkara yang rasanya lagi bermanfaat daripada menulis isi hati [waah ayat;p]..

nobody can go back to start a new beginning,

but anyone can start today to make a new ending.

this is my favourite quote of all. i've been wrote this in my blog quite few times. when i do have any regrets, i look up again at this quote. and i convinced myself, yeah! i will make a new ending, insyaAllah ;)

kebelakangan ni macam macam yang jadi. yeah, untuk menguji mungkin. and yes, banyak terleka, terikut perasan tanpa gunakan logik akal. jadi mula mula, nak minta maaf sangat sangat kat sesiapa yang kebelakangan ni ada terasa ke dengan perbuatan, percakapan ika. i know i've been quite rude lately, cakap ikut suka hati. i wont say im not being myself, cause yes thats me, the bad side of me. maaf yeee ;))

dalam hidup kita, banyak perkara yang kita rasa 'i wish i could go back and change it'. well, i say, tak perlu rasa macam tue. apa yang jadi, apa yang salah semuanya pengajaran buat kita. Allah biar kita laluinya sebab nak kita belajar hikmah disebaliknya. dan bila kita dapat 'our second chance', kita akan lebih menghargai dan mampu buat perubahan !

decision.

i had decided, but then im confused with my own decision. i dont know if im making the right one. i had arrange everything, and yet, still im half-hearted bout it. i'd asked others, solat istikharah pun dah and all been giving the same answer like kiwan says 'go for it ika'. yeah i want to. but i dont know. mayb we should just wait and see whats gonna happen? im just hoping this is the best. insyaAllah ;)

oh buat sesi curhat kejap

  i really need somewhere to spill this out.

and i couldnt think of anywhere else.

and pls, dont ask me whats this about, thank you ;)