luna si comel yang dirindui. hahaa

-picture taken loooooooong time ago. credits to kwn arep. hehee :))

i miss my kitty ! tgk org sini main main ngan their dogs. chomel jee~ hahaa.  

*okay jauh beza kucing ngan anjing kan. heheee*

kami bertiga ;)

salam (:

tadi bukak facebook, then mymom tag pictures. bila bukak tgk, they are sending off mycousin,adzeem to japan. he'll be continuing his study there about about 4yrs [kot] in engineering[kot]. hahaaa. adoi, ape pnye kezen laa kann ;p

in our family, there's only 3 of us yang sebaya [lahir 1991]. its me, mestilah kan. and fiqah and adzeem. dulu kalau balik kelantan, tak cukup 3org, takbest. hahaa. org kelantan ckp 'dok cukup gu' hahahaa ;D. and bila tiga tiga ada. mest adzeem kena buli. hehee. sbb dia sorg laki and dia ni baik sangat! hahaaa. teringat masa dulu dulu. rasa macam baru semalam tinggalkan zaman kanak-kanak. sekarang semua dah jauh jauh. piqah kat mesir, azim pun peg jepun. Alhamdulillah, rezeki masing masing.  excited pulak bila fikir bila ntah nak jumpa lagi. hahaa.. takpa, ada rezeki jumpa lah kan. insyaAllah :))

*ilovethem. even not as close as before, still, i love them :D*

me again.

salam! :)

theres time i felt really down. like seriously. like i'm not the person i used to be. and i tried wander around looking for ways to be 'me' again. hahaa. idontknow what im talking about. nonsense huh? ;p
but then everything seems to be normal again. hahaa. talking with my friends, though they are far away, having this little 'curhat', teasing each other. thats the best thing i guess.

and because of certain things, i expressed it through this.

just by looking at this can make me smile ;)
then i realize, every simple little things can light up our days if we know how to see the positive side of it. why frown when you can smile and be happy ? its your choice anyway :))

im not sure what ive been writing and even why i wrote this. hahaa ;p

my way..

My Way by Frank Sinatra.
Lets do it our way :))

impian.

saya nak cerita. saya ada impian. saya ada bayangan apa yang saya nak buat, nak jadi bila kat sini.
saya nak cakap apa impian saya tapi nanti semua orang tak percaya. nanti semua orang pelik. nanti mesti ada yang gelakkan.
tapi mungkin ada yang akan gembira juga kalau dengar impian saya.
jadi,  rasanya biar saya simpan dulu impian saya sekarang.
impian saya tak susah sebenarnya. sangat sangat senang.
saya yakin kalau saya nak, pasti Allah mudahkan jalan.
tapi impian saya ada halangan yang saya tak sampai hati ketepikan.
tapi impian saya susah nk direalisasikan selagi saya tak berhijrah.
tapi saya tak putus asa. saya nak usaha sampai impian tercapai.
dan saya dah mula melangkah sedikit ke arah impian saya.
moga-moga akan dirahmati Allah.
doakan saya ye rakan rakan :))

*okay jangan pelik baca ni. nak meluahkan perasaan kejap ;)*

this is a story..not ;p

hye hye hye ! :D
eh.. Assalamualaikum~ heheee

i want to write this in english. i mean fully english because i read fathini's blog, and its interesting to see she wrote the whole entry in english! hehee. moreover, i could practice for my essay writings this june rite ? hahaa [iwish]. okayy, ive start rambling now. serious ika serious ;p

me and my frens [nad n fiqa] went to portsmouth last week(6 april). and according to wiki(yes i google this;p),

Portsmouth is the second largest city in the ceremonial county of Hampshire on the south coast of England

hahaa. over rite to put this in the entry.  laugh if u want, cause i did ;p.. its means its out of london and we need to take a train/buses to get there.  nad booked the train's ticket quite early, so we got seriously low price ! *winkwink*. but, the train are supposed to depart at 10.00am! and we do actually failed time management. hahaa. we left home around 9.15 and got to run at each tube station to catch the train. when we arrived at the platform, the staff said : no worries, u still got plenty of time. but it actually 9.57! plenty huh? ;p.. we took our seat and by 10.00am, there's an announcement been made saying:

ladies and gentleman, im sorry for the delayed of your train. this is due to a person being struck by a train at the ___ [i cant rmember the name;p]. thus all trains will be delayed until further notice. as soon as i got new information, i'll passed it on to you. again, im sorry for the delay of your train this morning.

hahaa. how did i remembered the announcement? because he kept on repeating that almost every 10mins until trains departed on 11.20! hahaaa. okay thats not the main point. see what i've bold above ? a person being struck by a train. and everyone in the train was like making a bored face, like it was not something unusual. and yeah, mysenior said it indeed wasnt. there was like almost everyday people commiting suicide at the railways. duhh. what are they thinking ? suicide ? oh come on, u can  live much much more better if you want to. theres always room for improvement. if u dont like something, change it. if u cant change it, embrace it :)

plus, in Islam, suicide is FORBIDDEN ! okay mayb that person is not a muslim, but still. i dont think there's any religion that will allow or even support suicide rite ?

Dan janganlah kamu membunuh diri kamu, sesungguhnya Allah amat Penyayang kepada kamu 
(al-Nisa', 4:29).

see, even if you think everyone u loves had left you. He will always be there. Always waiting and never leaves. if you think suicide would solve everything, try to think again. if you're dead, how would u know the problems are solved ? maybe you just make it much much more complicated ? everyone makes mistake, everyone have their own problems. its how u handled it thats matter most. just remember, any thoughts that causes you pains, it just a thought. and yes, you can change your own thoughts :))

im not sure if anyone could relate the intro and the ending. hahaa. i just keep on writing and 'tadaaa' here it is. hahaaa. okay, im starting to ramble again. got to go. see you when i see you! ciaos :D

saya nak bg salam dulu! ;p

salam! :DD

lame dah tak menulis nie. sebenarnya banyaaaaaak sgt benda nak tulis. tapi nant type2, rasa pelik, padam balik. hehehee.. harap harap kali ni berjaya tulis smpai habis, insyaAllah. hehee

our class start at 9.30. so, usually by 8.40 dah kena gerak dari rumah. naik tube 20mins, jalan lagi 10mins. baru smpai. tapi tapi, bukan nak cerita pasal kelas ke tube ke kat sini ;p.

selalunya, bila tengah jalan nak pegi tube station dekat rumah ni. akan terjumpa 'auntie' sorang nie. im not sure whether she's local or migrant form elsewhere, but one thing for sure, she's a muslim. first day jumpa, she smiled and bagi salam, and next next day pun sama. sampai oneday nie rasa macam. kenapa asyik dia je yang kena bagi salam dulu ? i want to be the one giving salam first. hehee. so the next day, dah prepare awal2 ni fikir kalau nmpak dia je nak bg salam. taaaaapi then, bila betul2 terjumpa dia, dia jugak lagi laju ;(

lepastu, satu hari ni masa pergi kedai dekat dekat dengan rumah nie. ade ternampak aunt sorang lagi, macam malaysian. tapi macam bukan. hehee. then tiba tiba dia senyum, and then cepat cepat kita bagi salam! ehehee. bila balik rumah fikir balik, macam kelakar pun ada. kalau kat malaysia, selisih langgar2 bahu lg. mana ada sibuk nak bagi salam. tapi tuela. bila kat tempat orang, kita baru nak pandai appreciate benda benda kecik macm nie. padahal dulu zaman Rasulullah s.a.w, memang semua orang berebut nak bagi salam dulu setiap pertemuan antara sahabat. kenapa ?
Dalam satu riwayat:
“Telah datang seorang lelaki kepada Nabi s.a.w. dan berkata, ‘Assalamualaikum’. Maka Rasulullah menjawab salam kemudian dia duduk. Maka Rasulullah berkata sepuluh pahala kemudian datang yang lain memberi salam dengan berkata ‘Assalamualaikum warahmatullah’, lalu Rasulullah jawab salam tadi, dan berkata dua puluh pahala. Kemudian datang yang ketiga terus berkata ‘Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh’. Rasulullah pun menjawab salam tadi dan terus duduk, maka Rasulullah berkata tiga puluh pahala.

(Hadis Hasan :Riwayat Abu Daud Tarmizi)

semalam adalah baca one article dekat blog sister sorang nie. dia ada tulis cara-cara memberi salam. mula mula baca tajuk macam fikir 'nak bagi salam pun ada cara-cara ke ? bagi jelaa salam.' hehee. tapi sebab curiousity, baca jugak article tue. and i found this  :

Rasulullah s.a.w. menjelaskan :

‘Memberi salam oleh yang berkenderaan ke atas yang berjalan, yang berjalan ke atas yang duduk, yang sedikit ke atas yang hanyak dan pada satu riwayat yang kecil ke atas yang besar”.                        

(Riwayat Al Bukhari)

lepastu terfikir, makcik yang kita jumpa setiap pagi pergi kelas tue, supposedly kita yang bagi salam kat dia dulu, bukannya salah kalau tak, tapi lagi sopan kot ? ;). oh tapi baca lagi ayat 'yang sedikit kepada yang banyak' terfikir lagi, mungkin sebab tu makcik tu selalu bagi salam dulu, sebab kami berdua dan dia sorang sorang je. mungkin ? hehee. okay rasa makin tulis makin melencong dah nant. better stop here kann :D

*rasa macam nak padam jugak tulis panjang panjang ni tadi. tp fikir balik, biarlah. tulis utk igtkan diri sndiri pun, bukan ada orang lain baca :D