kadang kadang yang diharap tak dapat.
kadang kadang yang diharap tak ada.
kadang kadang kecewa bila yang diharap sibuk dengan benda lain.
sebab tu laa jangan bergantung dekat orang, bergantung dekat Allah.
sebab kalau dengan Allah, mesti takkan rasa kecewa,
kalau yang diharap tak dapat pun, mesti dapat yang lagi baik :)

#reminder to myself.

200th

salam :))

its my 200th posts! yes, after 4yrs baru 200th? lame ika lame. hahaaa.
anyway, im happy today. like super duper happy ! yeayy ! oppss salah. Alhamdulillah :)
i had this one 'great' conversation with my sister, khirwan nadheera.
i'm happy for her and i want to be like that too. insyaAllah.
kita kayuh sama sama eh kak kiwan ? iloveyouuu! :))

teringat kat twitter td ada shamim RT
"Exam, exam jugak. Hubungan dengan Allah sememangnya kena jaga. Begitu juga dgn hubungan sesama manusia"
hati rasa seronok bila ada kwn2 ingatkan kita pasal Dia selalu kan :)

sweet much eh ?

salam :)

kak meera wrote this  #50thingsIhate 4- Bruno Mars. Too sweet talker. Bad influnce to the guys.
then ainn replied and it's bcos how the girls just love to be pampered by those sweetness.
hahahaa true enough.  well, im not a big fan of him. not even a fan mayb. hehee. sorry bruno ;p

okay actually bukan nk cerita tu je, i just thought. i used to think songs like that was sooooo sweet! sweet enough to make a girl melt if the guy sing it to them. hahaa. but then, i heard few other songs which i think much sweeter. mari buat comparison eh. just click on the title to hear the songs :)

i compared this :
bruno mars - grenade
bruno mars - just the way you are

to this :
DeHearty - permata yang dicari
Amar - Amani
Devotees - mahar cinta

and for me. rasanya lagu lagu bawah tu jauuuuuh lagi sweet! lagi boleh buat orang cair~ hahaa :) well, im just saying. selera orang lain lain kan ;p

[updated: ada org tanya kenapa lagi sweet. adoii. nant lepas exam kte buat entry bout it eh awk? :) ]

*ngee what am i doing here. 

im supposed to make stakeholders' comparison laa~ ;p*
*and i dont think i would stop twitter anytime soon ;p*

babygirl :)

i've made a list of things to write! tapi tapi. tgh tahan diri taknak melekat depan blog ni lame sangat. hahaa.
will post few entries after my finals nanti, insyaAllah..

oh anyway, babygirl dah ada nama. Alhamdulillah :)

'Aafiyah Fathimah.
dah botak makin comel pulak~ hehehee

afiq cakap : doakan dia jadi anak solehah ye ? insyaAllah :))

baya ckp : tangan dia mcm orang nak takbir je. hahahaa ;p

p/s: All the best to all CIMA,CAT n ACCA students! and others yg nak finals jugak this few months! and siapa yang dah habis exam, tunggu result, goodluck! hehee. and and kepada yang lain lain, doakan kami for finals ni yeah rakan-rakan :)) [hahaa byk pulak pesanan]

yakin itu...

Yakin pada Allah bukanlah mengharap terkabulnya segala harapan,
Yakin pada Allah adalah meletakkan keredhaan pada ketentuan-Nya,
Rasa bahagia dengan ujian walaupun perit,
Air mata yg menitis terasa bernilai buat menyiram api neraka,
Indahnya tarbiah Allah,tersiram rahmat dan hikmah,
Diuji kita sebagai tanda sayang-Nya….

sumber : inspirasihati :)

nak jadi nerd ;p

salam :)

doing P papers aren't as easy as the fundamental papers. oh wait, fundamental papers itself are not even easy ;( i need to study. i want to study. but makin hari makin malas. haiyoo. i guess my to-do-list for previous 2sem kena diaplikasikan balik laaah!

1. deactivate facebook [checked]

3. no more twitter ? [soon ;p]

4. no more movies.[checked]

5. no more comics/novels online [checked]
6. no more tumblr [checked]

expired date :

15th June 2011

Fighting~! :D

semua 'no more' kan ?

patut tambah no more updating blog tak ? hahaaa
*since baru deactivate fb. nk repost bg benda ni 1st kt blog ;p*

 okay sebulan je tinggal. eh SEBULAN ? manaa, tinggal 25Days jee ika! ngee, sangat nervous now.

saya nak jadi nerd sebulan nie. sebulan jee! yeah. insyaAllah. pray for me friends ;D

friday,13th may :))

salam :))
ni sambung cerita last post pulak. heheheee :D

13th May 2011
i woke up around 3am mcm tu. early huh ? hehee. sebab sekarang subuh dah awal sangat. so jadual tidur agak bercelaru sikit;p

selalunya memang lepas solat, buat routine2 harian, sambung la tidur balik kan. its too early nk study pun [hahaaa.alasan je lebih]. tapi tiba tiba macam rasa online lah dulu. sebab harini kak as suruh deactivate facebook dah. hahaa. tiba tiba ternampak mymom tulis status kat fb like just few mins ago. mak cakap kak dayah warded, air tu dah pecah. baca agak macam 3-4kali jugaklaa. taleh nak loading lak pagi-pagi kan. hahaaa..

then apa lagi, terus laa call mak. tapi masa tu mak kat rumah lagi. baru nak peg hospital nak tengok kak dayah. excited habis dah ni sampai nk tidur balik pun susah. hahaa. now u know why me terlajak tidur the last day mydad's here kann ;p

bila sampai hotel tue. cakap-cakap ngan bapak. then call mak lagi. call je terus tanya 'dah bersalin tak?' hahahaa. gelojoh betul ;p. tapi masa tu belum lagi. dah masuk labour room je. pastu called dad-to-be pulak. best pulak kacau afiq tengah nervous. hahaa. tp boleh pulak dia kerja lagi masa tue~ doktor berdedikasi sungguh abgku ni. hehehee ;p

okay nak tulis the whole day macam tak larat laa pulak kan. conclusionnya memang banyak kali gila call mak. hahaaa. sampai laa mak meseg bapak cakap 'dah bersalin'. ahahaa lagi laaaa excited kan. tak kira dah kt rumah uncle hamdan masa tue. terjerit sikit. hahaaa ;D

memang few days ni sibuk ngan gambar babygirl jelaa! ehehee. and and semalam i stayed up study. pastu tiba tiba rasa nk skype. so called home. then dapat tgk baby !! comelnyaaaa~ okay bagi izin she replaced me as the princess kat rumah. hahahaaa. iloveyou babygirl ;D [rasanya lama lama lekat laa nama babygirl nie kat dia;p]

welcome to our family babygirl !! call me maksu okay ? hahahaa. she's cute isnt she ? sooooo adorable!
nak cubit cubit pipi tue~hehee

[and since dah ada babygirl pulak. lagi laa susah nk deactivate facebook nie~ hahahaa]

father-daughter days ;D

salam semua~ :))

i have soooo many stories to tell. tp dah confused mana nak cerita dulu. mana nak tulis dulu. so kita pendekkan jelah cerita yang panjang panjang tu okay. tapi rasanya akan jadi panjang jugak ;p


(10th -13th may)
a few weeks back, my dad called me bagitahu ada meeting dekat london. which is, myplace! hehee. cewah bajet londoner laa sekarang eh ika ? taklaa saya orang shah alam lagi okay ! dan paling penting, saya orang TTDIJaya! heheee. okay dah merepek pulak.

masa bapak sampai 10th may tu dah malam. dan kedua dua ibubapaku tak bagi pergi ambil dekat heathrow sebab katanya sudah lewat malam. sedih sangat mula mula sebenarnya. huhuu. tapi nasib baik laa tak pergi, sebab bapak sampai pukul 11pm kot. lepastu sms pun tak balas balas. risau jugak sebenarnya. hehee. tapi pukul 12 lebih tu bapak telefon cakap dah sampai hotel, Alhamdulillah :)

esoknya baru jumpa bapak dekat hotel dia. lepastu bapak cakap ada nak beli baju. jadi, bawakla pergi oxford street. jalan sana jalan sini. akhirnya beli jugak. now i know why im quite hard to buy things, ikut bapak rupanya. hahaaa ;p.. lepastu petang pergi westminster. peg dekat bigben, london eye. dah pergi dulu tapi this time pergi dengan bapak. lain okay perasaan! hahaaa ;D

[i really love this picture! and iloveyou bapak! ;D]

next day bapak ada meeting and dinner, and i have class too coincidently. so jumpa on 13th may jelaa. bila fikir, hebat kan Allah atur jadual kami, tak ada clash lansung, boleh jumpa waktu masing masing tak ada kerja/kelas. Alhamdulillah :)

the next day terbangun lambat pulak. hehee. ingat nak ada kat hotel by 9.00am, tp pukul 9.10am baru sibuk nak keluar rumah. nasib baik laa kawan bapak tak datang hotel lagi. uncle hamdan picked us up then pergi king's cross, hantar kak dila naik train nak balik sunderland. lepastu dia bawak peg makan dekat patisserie valerie! hahaa best kan nama ? sedap cakes kat situ. sukaaa! lepastu dia bawak pergi rumah dia kat victoria then duduk situ sebab diorang semua nak perg solat jumaat. so lepak laa macam rumah sendiri kejap. heheee. lepas tu baru perg jalan jalan beli baju baby! haa why baju baby? i'll tell u in next post. heheeee ;p.petang tu uncle hamdan drove us to heathrow. sedih pulak bila bapak nak balik dah ;( .. tapi tapelaa. syukur sangat Allah bagi rezeki jumpa bapak after few months. missed home sangat sangat~


teringat kak kiwan cakap dulu bila im sad tak dapat balik this summer,
"you're going to miss maybe important parts of your life. but im sure Allah will give you so much more" 


yes. maybe this is one of it. memang kalau yakin pada-Nya takkan kecewa kann :))

esok, 10may :)

mydad's will be in town tomorrow~ awwh isnt that exciting ? its supeeeeer exciting ! hehee :D
he'll arrive 10pm, im sure i wont be focusing all day in class tomorrow. and guess what, its my last class!
that just make me grin all day long~ heheee. i'll be meeting mydad on 11th, and i already make a list of places to go! hahaa. cant wait :DD

iloveyou. always :))

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful mom
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me 

since past 2days, ive made soooo many drafts and edit pictures like hundreds time[exaggerate eh ika;p]. i thought maybe im not there to celebrate, i could just do something. but then, im not satisfied with any of it. and here i am, writing another entry. hahaa. i dont know if i would publish this or not. if you're reading this, Alhamdulillah, finally ive posted it ;p

i get jealous seeing everyone posting about mothers day with some fancy words, poem etc. i want to do that too, but im not good with words ;(. im quite sad i cant be home this time around and i dont have any present for mymom. but a friend told me, keep your prayers for her always. thats the best present ever. yeah, will do. always. everyday iloveyou :))

bila bosan.

memandangkan saya bosan. nak tdo sekarang ni mest nant terlajak subuh. dah nak study dah mengantuk pulak. so godek godek laa blog nie. hahaa. and jalan jalan kat blog orang. lepastu jumpa laa satu dua benda macam menarik jee. hehee. then apa lagi, google laa. nak jugak letak kt blog kann ;p


energy save mode
first first jumpa ni dulu macam 'eh kenapa ngan blog dia ni.' hahaa over kann?
lepastu macam dah biasa jumpa tade dah laa jakun macam tue. hehee
then disebabkan saya bosan malam nie. so saya cari laa cara-cara nk letak benda ni.
simple je sebenarnya. and tadaa, berjaya dah. yeay ! Alhamdulillah. cuba laa tinggal blog ni 3minit kot.
nant ade screen energy save mode :)) oh kalau nak try jugak. tengok kat sini dia cara cara dia~
>>>> energy save mode for blog

stats kaler merah kat bawah
hahaa yang ni memang tade kerja peg letak. it shows how many people view your blog currently.
macam 'who's online now' laa jgak. hehehee.

facebook like button.
yang ni macam kecewa sikit. sebab setiap kali try edit jee mesti tak klua benda alah nie. sedih tauu ;(
kenapa yee ? siapa tahu sila laa share share dengan saya. hehee :))

[oh post ni da tulis few days ago. tatau napa tak publish ;p]