peluang jgn dilepaskan :)

bila cuti cuti macam ni, memang menipu lah kalau cakap tak bosan, kalau cakap tak sunyi, kalau cakap tak rasa sikit pun nak balik Malaysia. tapi masa tengah buat 'tumblrwalking' haritu, i saw the quote below. just thought of sharing it here for my readers. because the quote calm me, somehow 'woke-me-up' from things i think i've abandoned, makes me want to have a different life,  makes me think, Allah didnt just let me stayed here for nothing. He sure had a great plan waiting for me, InsyaAllah. I hope i won't let the time wasted. kalau 'chad' sempat berubah on the tenth hour, i wanna make it on the ninth! :))

sumber : http://wordsofsolace.tumblr.com

teringat lagi satu quote orang selalu cakap :

“La tahzan innallaha ma’ana” 

(jangan bersedih, Allah bersama kita)

thankyou bapak :))

dari kecik sampai besar orang selalu ckp, "ika nih rapat dengan bapak dia".

and yes, i miss him a lot like super duper lot when im here.  i used to tell him every single thing i learned, every single thing that happened in my everyday life in uitm when he picked me up from seroja on friday. and i missed doing that. but, i've learned to be a big girl now. though im still 'daddy's little girl' hehee. thankyou soooooo much bapak for all these time. thank you for bearing with my spoilt behaviours. hehee. and thank you sangat sangat sebab hantar ika datang sini. banyak sangat benda ika belajar, banyak sangat benda ika sedar, and i will try to keep on learning, improving myself. , and i really hope i wont dissappoint you. insyaAllah. i'll take good care of myself, Allah ada with me kan ^_^. doakan ika kat sini ye.  iloveyouuuu! always n always. HAPPY FATHER's DAY ;))

terasa disayangi :)

Assalamualaikum semua!

lama dah tak menulis ni. hari ni semangat baru sampai ! padahal masa tengah sibuk nak exam haritu macam macam idea ada nak menulis kan. biasalah tu. dugaan nak exam. cewahh.

The feeling of  when you think you had lost the fight, 
but He helps you through it 

- its indescribable

ini dulu sebagai mukadimah.hehee. i'll write more and more and more later, insyaAllah :))

bad one.

I had a bad dream last night. like seriously bad. and sad. its not a nightmare, but its a sad dream. usually i wont remember much bout mydream when im awake, but this whole day, i still can picture everything, every word. nasib baik laa baca P2 ni tak teringat-ingat. or tulisan-tulisan, nombor nombor ni tiba tiba nampak macam conversations kan. hahaa. tp bila stop, duduk2 mcm ni. mula laa igt balik. lepastu, avoid talking to them yg terlibat dlm mimpi. hahahaa okay yg tu serious ingat balik tergelak. tak pasal pasal je kann ;p.. orang kata, mimpi mainan tido kan. yes ika, lupakan~ and orang kata jugak mimpi buruk jangan cerita. yes, lg laa kena lupakan cepat so that tak tercerita kt org. yosh! ;)

anyway, when im awake for subuh this morning, mymom text me. 

one of my aunty [we called her kakyah] passed away in an accident ;(

she's a great person. kalau balik kelantan, tak sah tak peg her house.

Allah sayang dia lebih kan. 

Moga ditempatkan dengan orang beriman. insyaAllah :) 

Takziah to her family. Al-Fatihah.